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Health, Decide & Love in 2014.

It is the start of a new year and so time to pick three new words I’m going to attempt to focus on in my life for 2014.  This is a practice I picked up from C.C. Chapman‘s book Amazing Things WIll Happen.

Last year my three words were Create.  Rebuild.  Live.  I would say out of those three I hit Create the hardest.  I certainly was not wanting for creative projects to occupy my time.  The Live focus also got some attention this year, but not nearly enough as I would have liked.  The Rebuild portion was a hard one.  Rebuilding relationships often takes more than one person and, despite efforts, I was not always successful in this arena, though small steps were made.

But those were the words for last year, it’s time to focus on the words for this year.

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Health. A lot of people make the old Heath resolution in January and it falls by the wayside weeks later.  Back in October, I focused on health for 20 days and it worked.  Not only that, it was easy.  But then I went to Toronto and instead of keeping going it all flew out the window.  Any gains I made were lost.  And then some.

So for 2014 I have a goal of taking better care of my self.  Yes, this includes eating right, exercising and losing weight, but it means more than just that.

Sleep.  My sleep in 2013 was horrible.  Most nights I’d go to bed after 1am then I’d be awake at 5am or earlier and just be completely unable to fall back asleep.  Usually because my brain starts going a million miles per hour.  As part of the word ‘Health’ for 2014, I need to discover why this happens and work on ways to make sure it stops happening.
Health also includes mental health.  Over the past year I have been, semi-regularly, seeing therapist.  I’ve been to two different ones over the course of the year looking for one that works but neither seem to. I’m realizing that it might not be the thing for for me.  I’ve found that a drive, late at night, on the freeway with the windows down and music blaring will usually make me feel better than an hour (or 50 minutes) of therapy.  If that’s true, I need to find other things that do the same.
I turn 40 this year and though I believe you can always make a change no matter what age you are, I feel this is a turning point and if I develop the proper habits right now they’ll last me for however long I have left on this planet.
Decide.  Despite having a lot of professional work in 2013, time spent working on projects I was truly passionate about was few.  I’m not ashamed to say that there were several moments in 2013 where I was pretty much convinced that, for my sanity, I had to get out of this business.  That being the business of attempting to land something at least minimally life supporting in the creative arts.
I spent a large part of the year angry.  Angry, jealous and bitter.  I was at an audition a few months ago and bumped I to a friend I hadn’t seen in awhile and as we talked I got off on some sort of rant about something or other in the entertainment world and he said, “Yeah, but you don’t want to wind up a bitter old man do you?”   That clicked in my head.  Was I just becoming this bitter old guy?   Were the years of trying to ‘make it’ grinding me down that much?  Was obsessing about people and projects I perceived as much less talented or creative than me who got big breaks making me a ‘bitter’ old man?
I think so.
So 2014 is all about deciding.  I need to decide on the best ways to continue in this business, if I am going to continue.  Sadly, the ways I’ve been trying either don’t work or, I think more likely, are not working anymore.  Instead of becoming more and more frustrated with how little traction my Saturday Morning Media projects get, I think I have to find a new way to go about presenting them.  I need to decide how I am to deal with the ups and downs of this business.  I, actually, used to be pretty good at it.  I need to find my way back there.
I need to decide to pursue projects that will make me happy.  Not just pursue projects ‘because I need the money.’  Unfortunately, this one is already broken for 2014, because I committed to a project I’m just not feeling but I needed the money.  At least I know that and will attempt to avoid avoid that mistake further on in 2014.
Love.  This one kinda goes hand and hand with Decide up above.  I need to find a way to Love more.  Love the life I have, love the people around me.  Love how things are going in my life.
As I mentioned above I spent a lot of 2014 angry.  Angry for the things I didn’t have or the things people did to me.  I need to learn to love what I have.  I need to learn to, not love, the people who wrong me, but cut them out of my life so I can keep focus that love elsewhere.
I have it pretty good.  I get to do things a lot of people would PAY to do.  I need to remember that.  I need to learn to love that.
I wrote in my Annual Review yesterday that there was a moment on stage in Toronto where I just broke out into a big smile.  I was so happy because I was loving exactly what I was doing at that moment.  I need to start finding that feeling in all other aspects of my life and if I don’t love what I’m doing or who I’m with, I need to stop.
I think finding more of the things I love will also help with the whole health thing too.
In his book, C.C. Chapman suggest posting your three words somewhere where you’ll see them everyday.  I didn’t do that last year and, perhaps, that is why I didn’t get as much progress on them as I wanted.  I’m going to give it a try this year.  Post them at home, in my office, and anywhere else I can find to put them.
Okay, here we go!
Soon…Goals for 2014.
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2013 Annual Review

Here we are at the end of 2013 and it’s time for a look back.

My initial, gut reactions to 2013 is that it was not a very good year.  In fact, my gut tells me that 2013 was the worst year in recent memory. And that includes 2012 where I spent most of the year with a broken arm.  There was a lot of ‘personal life’ drama this year that I choose not to discuss in a public matter (hence why it’s call personal) that really mired down 2013.  Unfortunately, some of it still lingers here at the end of the year, but there seems to be a some light cracking through the dark.  There was also a lot of work uncertainty and frustrations in trying to find a ‘real job.’

But even as I sit and look back at the bad there was a lot of really great stuff in 2013 and a lot of it in the professional realm.  So let’s take a look at it.

  • Booked several voiceover jobs via Voices.com auditions
  • Principal puppeteer for Missed U 2 music video.
  • Did my first Library performer showcase where I booked several “Mr. Grant” shows at libraries across Southern California.
  • Puppeteered on a sizzle real for a project I so wish I could make public, but I cannot.  My hope is that someday I will be able to show you guys the footage that was shot.  I’m not saying this as a, “I know and you don’t know.” type thing, it’s just that I think the project is truly funny and deserves to be seen.
  • Helped launch the FlappCast, the podcast of Flappers Comedy Club.  I produced and co-hosted the first 15 or so episodes until they decided to bring all production in house.
  • Launched Saturday Morning Theatre in April.  The show started with the series The Adventures of the Thunder Crester and then rounded out the year with the underwater western, The Tales of Deputy Guppy.  This all sort of coincided with the launching of my family friendly media focused company, Saturday Morning Media.
  • In April, I was fortunate enough to be asked to puppeteer on the final Stuffed & Unstrung tour.  Final because the show’s name went back to PuppetUp afterwards.  We played 11 shows in 7 states and despite a rocky start with scary bus trips and an unpleasant hotel, it was some of the most fun I’ve had with the show.  You can read my tour diary from the show starting HERE.  This trip also included what I consider the Best Day Of The Year, the day we unexpectedly got to go to Walt Disney World.
  • Late April I filmed a diversity video that I was commissioned to write for R.D. White Elementary School in Glendale, CA.
  • In May, I flew to Austin, TX to help stage Leslie Carrara-Rudolph’s show Wake Up Your Weird.
  • Late May I shot six episodes of Ketchup With The Hot Dogs for The Jim Henson Company’s Henson Alternative and Nerdist.
  • Also in May I directed a video for a song about Romeo & Juliet.
  • In June I produced the B.O.R.E.D. Tour the longest running comedy music show…anywhere.
  • On August 2nd, I recorded a few voiceovers for an upcoming animated series on Comedy Central called Trip Tank.  This made me, for the first time and years of trying SAG Eligible.  Now to scrounge up $3000.  My episodes are schedule to air in the new year.
  • August saw the launch of The Uncle Interloper Show, a bi-weekly, video podcast that features a rotating bunch of segments including the flagship segment, The Cartoon Doghouse.
  • In October, I got to travel with Puppet Up again to Toronto, Canada for two weeks of shows at the Panasonic Theatre.  It was during this run that I realized that, doing this show, is my absolute favorite thing to do.  If I could perform in Puppet Up daily for the rest of my life, I would.  The fun I had with the cast and crew and the amazing crowds in Toronto, some of whom I still keep in touch with via social media, just brought that point home.  Puppet Up is my dream job.  You can read the Toronto Tour Diary HERE.
  • In November I completed my first ever NaNoWriMo novel.  From November 1 through November 30th I wrote 53082 words in a novel titled SIGN FORCE ONE.  The writing continued into December and the first draft came in at 54,192.  No idea what I’m going to do with the pile of slop right now, but something will be done with it.  Someday.
  • November also saw me taking a job at the Bob Baker Marionette Theatre in Los Angeles.  I pursued this job in order to gain more experience with marionettes because previously I had none.  I figured that getting paid to learn how to do marionettes would be pretty sweet.  To go from the ultimate creative project in Puppet Up to the Bob Baker Show (a show with all prerecorded tracks) was a major gear shift and took some time to adjust to.  I’m glad I did it.  I won’t say I”m an expert with marionettes now, but I’m certainly more comfortable with them.  I performed in the Bob Baker Holiday Spectacular, right up through the end of the year.
  • On November 23rd, I had what I call my Second Best Day of 2013.  It was the day that I did a Saturday Morning Media LIVE show at Long Beach Comic & Horror Con.  I was surrounded by my favorite talented people and we put on a live recording of a Thanksgiving themed episode of Thunder Crester and a Christmas themed Deputy Guppy.  After we walked around the Comic-Con and reeked out and then, we all went out for a big barbecue dinner.  I remarked, “This is exactly how I’d want to spend my birthday.”  Even though my birthday was in May, I consider November 23, 2013, the day I celebrated it.
  • December marked the beginning of the 2013 edition of Grant’s Advent Calendar Video Podcast.  Proud to say it was a successful season and fun was had by all.  Especially me.
  • Throughout the year I performed with my comedy music act Throwing Toasters,
  • I continued to lead Adventures By Disney Tours at The Jim Henson Company
  • I was also fortunate enough to continue doing backstage and ringside interviews for Championship Wrestling from Hollywood and even got paid for the first time.  I’m really a pro now!
  • In December of 2012 or January of 2013, I heard about The Magic Spreadsheet from my good friend Mur Lafferty.  Form the day I started (which was January 12th I believe, but I can’t remember for sure), with the exception of three days, I wrote every single day throughout the year.  Most days I wrote over 500 words.  These writings included my NaNoWriMo novel, scripts, blog posts on here (including this one) and some personal writing.  I have no other years to compare it to, but it’s safe to say that I’ve written more this year than any other day.  I’ve created a habit of writing and can’t lie down and rest at night until I’ve ‘done my words.’  Including this post, I’ve written 247,172 words so far.  And that doesn’t include the 500+ I’ll do later today to finish out the year.

Looking back, I’ve accomplished a lot.  A lot I should be proud of, and I am.  Would I like a bigger audience taking in the content I create?  Sure.  Do I get insanely frustrated when I see others getting bigger audiences for less creative ideas.  Yep.  Does it infuriate me when a certain New York puppeteer is constantly stealing my ideas and passing them off as his own without giving me credit?  Uh…yeah.  But with this look back, I see I’ve done a lot.  A lot of creating.  Had a lot of fun.  Overcame a lot of challenges and had a pretty good year.

A damn good year.  And I thank you for being part of it.  Enough of 2013…

Bring on 2014!

 

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2013 in Music

Thought it would be fun to write a bit of a blog post about my favorite music of 2013.  This will be a bit different from most Best Music of the Year postings as not all the music on this list came out this year.  But 2013 was the year I first heard some of it, so I’ll write about it below.

Ricky Skaggs & Bruce Hornsby – Cluck Ol’ Hen
I have been a Bruce Hornsby fan since The Way It Is.  That was actually one of the first CDs my family owned, back when CDs were first invented.  I have followed his career ever since and dig about 99% of the music he makes.  I’m not a super huge fan of his jazz flavored music as that’s just not one of my favorite styles of music.  But you know what is one of my favorite sales of music?  Bluegrass.  When I heard that Ricky Skaggs & Bruce Hornsby were doing a live album I knew I’d be picking it up.  This CD is just fantastic from start to finish.  Ricky Skaggs is backed by the amazing Kentucky Thunder and Bruce is right there along with them proving there is a place in bluegrass for the piano.  The centerpiece of the disc is the over ten minute long version of The Way It Is which is just mind blowing.  Was lucky to see Bruce and Ricky on tour a month or so ago and their live show was even better than this CD.

Steve Martin & Edie Brickell – Love Has Come For You
I heard the title track of this album while on tour with PuppetUp earlier this year.  It was so good it was on heavy repeat especially during one super long bus ride one night from Idaho to Montana.  I was never a huge fan of Edie Brickell but her work here has won me over.  I bought the whole CD when it came out and from top to bottom it is really great.  My favorite track is Sarah Jane and the Iron Mountain Baby.  A classic fun, bluegrass story song.   I love the lines: A civil war vet went to see if he could get a bit of timber for a new barn/The number 4 sped from the train overhead came the itty bitty newborn.  Just great lyric writing there, in my opinion.  Got to see this show at the Hollywood Bowl this year as well.  A Steve Martin banjo show is just as funny as you’d expect.  Can’t leave out praise for the Steep Canyon Rangers here as well.  They support Steve (& Edie) and they were fantastic.

Neko Case – The Worse Things Get, The Harder I Fight, The Harder I Fight, The More I Love You
While I was in Toronto I blogged about Neko in my post about the music from that tour.  Neko gets mentioned here because since this album was released I’ve listened to it a lot.  Lots of great songs on here.  The rocking’ Man, the mellow (but rocking’) Ragtime, the awesome City Swans, the mournful Night Still Comes, each track is better than the next.  However my favorite is Calling Cards (below).  This is a great CD to put on while working, writing, just doing errands.  Good ‘soundtrack for life’ music.

This was an interesting year for me because it was a year in which my, all time favorite band, Barenaked Ladies released an album (which, as I type this I can’t even remember the name of) and the disc was immediately shadowed by the discovery of a new musician.  And an album from 2009.  Sorry, BNL, your latest just didn’t capture the magic of the past albums and, discovering Blue’s A Watched Pot at the same time was the death knell for your new disc.

Bleu – A Watched Pot
I HAD actually head of Bleu before, coincidentally enough, through Barenaked Ladies.  BNL were on a For The Kids album and one of the other stand out tracks on that album was a song called Snow Day.  It’s a great tune but I never really looked into Bleu further.  As you probably know, I’m a fan of the band Jellyfish.  On a Jellyfish discussion group someone posted that former Jellyfish-er, Andy Sturmer, sang on a song by an artist named Bleu.  I clicked through and found this video…

I was already downloading this album while the song played in the background.  A Watched Pot is one of those albums that I can play from start to finish, over and over.  All the songs are great.  Standouts are the track above, Boy Meets Girl, I Won’t F*ck You Over (This Time) and, my favorite, When The Lights Go Out.  Discovering Bleu I checked out all his other stuff and it’s all just as great.  Bleu did release an album this year, To Hell With You, but it is A Watched Pot that I listened to on heavy rotation this year.

Bleu did a pledgemusic.com campaign to fund To Hell With You, which I pledged to.  For the campaign, Blue made, what I think, is the single greatest pledge video ever.

To Hell With You is a great album as well.  The disc starts with a orchestrated overture!  Yes, Bleu arranged and recorded a classic, broadway style, overture for his whole album.  That’s worth the price of the disc along.  The rest of the album features great songs as well.  In My Own Little World, The Bottom of My Heart and It’s Not Over (‘Til It’s Over And Done) are all great, as is the rest of the disc.

And this song by Bleu, from an even earlier album, just rocks (the video is not for the squeamish though)…

I really urge you to check out Bleu if you like good old fashioned rock ‘n’ roll with brilliant songwriting.

In the comedy music realm, my favorite disc of the year is NOMAD by Boothby Graffoe.  Fun and funny from start to finish with a great version of one of my favorite songs of his, Baseball Playing Spider.

Finally, Jellyfish has a new album that just came out on December 10.  It’s a disc of live radio performances.  I’m sure it would have made this list but I haven’t heard it yet as it’ll, hopefully, be in a Christmas package from Santa.

So that’s the 2013 in music on my iPhone.  Varied for sure, but all of it fantastic and on repeat in this neck of the woods.

What have you been grooving to this year?  Let me know.